It’s really quite amazing what isolation and tv shows can do to your mind. Recently I started a new job working as a PCA in a hospital and I’ve been feeling a lot better mentally speaking. I enjoy feeling stimulated and engaged, and a job in a hospital quenches that desire.
But because of this new job I’ve been a lot less isolated, and I’ve pretty much stopped watching Netflix. Thus my mind has been less fixated on the darker aspects… which is nice because that’s not something I want to stress about.
I still have dark interest, but they are being fed less and working around people, helping people feeds the loving side of myself..
So you know maybe this blog won’t be as dark as I originally thought. It will be whatever happens to be passing through me instead.